Thursday, June 29, 2006
I feel like I've lost this closeness with You.
Why?
This sense of drifting away scares me.
I know there is a reason why I feel this. Is it just my imagination? Or have I done something that hurt You?
If so, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for doubting, for asking so many 'why?'s. I'm sorry for choosing to fall in small temptations. Forgive me..
Please come back. Don't leave... I need You- when I'm sad, glad, mad, or simply content. You are my rock, and my comfort. I need You so so much...
It's hard right now, having this feeling of emptiness. Even when I'm happy, I'm not truly happy. When I'm sad, I feel quite depressed. All because You're not around. I feel like crying, but I can't.
I know You'll be back.. I just want to know how long will it take? Maybe You just want me to realise all the more how much I need You. Well, I know now.. I'm pretty sure I do. Nevertheless, let not my will but Yours be done.
I love You, and I know You love me too.